And when the darkness come, let it inside you
Your darkness is shining
My darkness is shining...

Alex Ebert

Australia

everywhere...even on walls in old bars.
‎& you:
projected on the ceiling
Embroidered on the cloth
in my cup.
there moving through the water of my skin....
...and beneath, with all the roots corkscrewing downward...

“I don't think there is any truth. There are only points of view. ”
― Allen Ginsberg

every summer
a river dries to a trickle
in the sand,
baring the sand ribs,
straw and women's hair
clogging the watergates
at the rusty bars
under the bridges with patches
of repair all over them
the wet stones glistening like sleepy
crocodiles, the dry ones
shaven water-buffaloes lounging in the sun...

I've tried to keep track of all the movies I have sen in the last 4 years, some are films that were a second go, most a first and a few forgotten that didn't make my pages (doesn't mean they weren't good)...

Strange than fiction
Devil knows your dead
Do country for old men
eastern promises
Factotum
into the wild
lost boys
cache
children of men
Margo at the wedding
around the world in 80 days
psycho (gus van sant)
sex and the city movies
this is England
there will be blood
la vie en rose
china town
black cat white cat
paranoid park
scenes from a marriage
prestige
good fellas
inland empire
dear Zachary, a letter to my son
the hit
days of heaven
dark crystal
revolutionary road
shortcuts
cat on a hot tin roof
titi
silent light
to die for
cool hand luke
magnificent obsession
boogie nights
HauHsiao Hsien
Bug
Elephant
Picnic at Hanging Rock
Frozen River
Fearless Vampire Killers
Let the Right one in
Benjamin smoke
Paranoid Park
Desperate Mans Blues
Before Night Falls
Searching for the wrong eyed Jesus
anchorman
fire walk with me
old joy
synecdoche, ny
rosemary's baby
the strangers
la bucher
storytelling
lady in the water
Wendy and Lucy
anatomy of hell
slum dog millionaire
love and death
last tango in Paris
my brother keeper
interiors
curious case of Benjamin button
im not there
jellyfish
flight of the red balloon
gone baby gone
across the universe
2 or 3 things I know about her
contempt
ps i love you
little children
blood diamond
funny games (original)
baby mama
Jones and crystal
The fearless vampire killers
l'eclisse
north by northwest
Vernon, fl
wall-e
grey gardens
red
white
blue
lives of others
Chinatown
tell no one
man on wire
little murders
palindromes
who's afraid of Virginia wolf
godspell
my son my son what have you done
bad lieutenant
twilight
ny stories
proposition
the room
paranormal activity
Antichrist
ballast
birddemic
breakfast club
broke back mountain
greenberg
pirates of telegraph hill
born into brothels
food Inc
nosferatu
Harold and Maude
you, the living
splendor in the grass
great outdoors
killer inside me
paper hearts
inception
white ribbon
billy the kid
lars and the real girl
humpday
American movie
Lost highway
Paris Texas
American psycho
inglours bastards
L
stardust memories
juno
up
vagabond
Gloria
children of the corn
endless summer
following Sean
the bear
where the wild tings are
red shoes
loumier
a serious man
elegy
point break
the town
girl cut in tow
gamorria
thin blue line
social network
seven year itch
true grit
a single man
the kings speech
up in the air
hurt locker
brothers
milk
babel
dog day afternoon
the misfits
the reader
black swan
blue velvet
money pit
true romance
enter the void
the fighter
somewhere
lost in translation
cold weather
frozen river
moon
dogteeth
Valerie and her week of wonders
House
Romeo and Juliette
Nova dreams
best in show
three times
animal kingdom
cat on a hot tined roof
it
bill Cunningham
Friday the 13th
mala noche
basketball diaries
dhama brothers
an eduction
i am love
meeks cutoff
precious
all goof things
tree of life
life during wartime
happiness
bridesmaids
insidious
drive
the decent
big trouble little china
red state
harry potter all of them!!
cave of forgotten dreams
Them
how paul goodman saved my life
melancholia
Jessie James
them
girl with a dragon tattoo
beginners
silence of the lambs
silence of the lambs
the last exorcism
my own private Idaho

life is a single span....
a continuum marked by....
certain periods and creations

I was lost in a pressed world of my memories between sand and dirt.

A man's work is nothing but this slow trek to rediscover, through the detours of art, those two or three great and simple images in whose presence his heart first opened.
Albert Camus

the sun washed out the stars that caused the cease of the night for a possibility of a kiss

all I do these days is black and white, though I only believe in grey.